November Night

[Verse]
I can't stop the bleeding, so I stay calm, let the pain be
A faint star appears and it's glowing in red like I've never seen
A blindspot forming a hole in my brain, it's affecting my memory
The raindrops float in the air, yeah it's hovering over my injuries
No, no I cannot stop the bleeding
Knowing you feels like a scar that's always leaking
Far from you, it's a different kind of feeling
Flowers in my chest decomposing as I'm leaving
I cannot lie, I see myself through all of these things you've done
November night, it was cold, I was dying inside but you've hold my heart
I cannot lie I feel nothing but useless, might dip to the other side
You pass me by and see nothing but rotten flesh and a broken mind
So how you been and how's life when
You wonder when life ends and why you're here for
Just count your blessings, the minutes pass by
You let it go like they did when you needed most
You packed your stuff and you left me dead in my bed as I stare away
I end up high in a place that remind me of how much I'm hating y'all