November

[Verse]
I'm gonna take it back to 2008
When I was barely of age
To comprehend what was said in a way
I couldn't fathom the issue at the time being
And I'm seeing my father in the kitchen kneeling
My bro and I were out skating, we were wheeling
Came back later that evening
To see that his heart had deceived him
Only 38 years old and there he goes
The only parent that gave a fuck; yeah bro, he had two of those
And only he knows what happened that night
We were lost with our minds all off on a flight
Mentally drained; we just put up a fight
And I still can't believe this shit
Like I could see this was it
I was only 11 and my brother was 12
Way too early, we got put through hell
And since then I tend to dwell
On the past but I can't act on it
And that's honest
And that's on some shit that I can't script
A real pit in my stomach
This shit is something
Eleven with and nine without
Now you know why my mind has doubt

[Outro]
Yeah
The 21st
Yeah
Rest in peace