​novana!

All this pain I'm holding, feel like I might just start folding
My heart's dead, it got all molded
My head's a sea, I'mma split it like Moses

Drive into the back of a building
I'mma hurt myself like you hurt my feelings
All I see is death when I look up at the ceiling
Stuck inside the past, that shit fucking up my healing

Did me so wrong and I think about it all
Ain't no "Ken, yo how you are?"
You don't even try to call
I'mma flip until I fall, throw my fist into the wall
Pretty girls so fake, guess that's why they call em dolls

I don't know what it is that you want from me
But I swear to fucking God there ain't nothing here to see
Everything I was, I'm not, and I'm never gonna be again
She gone pull up to the spot so she can leave again

Hurt so much now I just done had enough
Bitch, I don't wanna talk, can you please just shut it up?
If I get me something good then you know I'll fuck it up
Can't but I could, won't would fall in love

All this pain I'm holding, I might just start folding
Heart's dead, got all molded, split my head like Moses

I think that I might just move onto the next bitch
If I think the one I'm with just might not be the best fit
I'mma keep it honest, ain't no feelings I'mma mess with
Still ain't found the one with all these hoes that I met with

Rip my heart out, slam it on a page
Yeah that's how I make a song that be inflamed will all the rage
You could try to sound like me but you & I, we ain't the same
I don't even know what I am, how you think I made my name?
I'm selling a lease on what I lean the least on; my soul
I don't think that I'mma really fucking need one
Where I'm going and I wish I was joking