Inside I’ve been feeling hurt
So I do this music to show my worth
And for this passion im down to earth
Cos I can't love no more, I can't even trust no more - I can’t even feel myself no more
But whatever i have inside I put on a beat and blast these rhymes
Came a long way from throwing signs
And
I been feeling stressed
So this codeine’s got me fecked
My mental states so wrecked - my heart’s just black and I’m feeling dead
I’m stuck in this phase of life - and this pain just cuts like knives
I’m alone and it hits so deep
I’m all about pain man this ain’t no preach
I could’ve believed in love
But love is just endless pain
I don’t even hurt no more but the tears done rained
I can’t even feel no more so i question whether I’m sane… all alone in my own damn lane
I could’ve believed in love
But love is just endless pain
I don’t even hurt no more but the tears done rained
I can’t even feel no more so i question whether I’m sane
Allalone in my own damn lane
All alone in my own damn lane
All alone tryna change this game..
My boy checked me and he said - bro why you moving diff
I can’t pass this phase and it’s feeling shit
I smash the keyboards till my hands go stiff
And no it’s not over a bitch
It’s built inside and the pain just rips
But bro im not different
I’m just self sufficient
Real talk i hope they listen
Because in this world I’m all alone
I walk alone along this road
You weren’t there to call my phone
Don’t think once to call me bro
Now you’re here to watch me blow
Now that I bleed on tracks it’s funny they wan be homies
For the past year man I’m feeling down tell me where was a brodie
So I embraced the pain and cut feelings off with the old me
I don’t talk bout shit but bro I been feeling lonely
I was in need of love
Not a soul I can trust
So I put this music first now I don’t give a fuck
It weren’t by chance or luck
Because I know how hard I went to make it up
Countless nights of hurt to make it buss
Some say I got talent
Some say go make it happen
But I can’t find the balance
I was stuck in my lazy ways - complaining I weren’t rich almost everyday
They were mere excuses
I shot my shot like Cupid.. left me hurt how stupid
I could’ve believed in love
But love is just endless pain
Now im all alone in my own damn lane
Musics my way to escape this pain
And on a side note I don’t fw love
Keep your distance I ain’t inna that stuff