Notions

[Verse 1]
Thoughts of you
Won’t leave my head
I been trapped in my bed
I don’t what is left
What to feel?
I feel dead
Counting my days
Until my last breath
I feel gone x2

Stay contemplating
About the ways
That I evaluate
All this bullshit in my way
I gotta stay strong
For myself
Fuck this misery
No more toxicity
I wanna love in peace

[Hook]
Breaking these chains
I’ll lift myself today
I cannot run away
From the pain, can I say
Overwhelmed with emotions
Got me stuck in these notions
I just wanna float away

Sippin these potions
They got me slow motion
I just wanna feel like I’m loved today
Open my heart just for it
To get ripped apart
When will I lеarn from
My own mistakes

[Verse 2]
Do you love me
Causе bitch I love you
I just wanna smoke
Some dank and go
Sip some bubbly to
Wanna get rid of me?
What don’t you see in me?
I just wanna get lost inside
Of yo love I hope I make it through

What’s the reason for
This hatred
I just wanna get sedated
Off these drugs
Don’t give a fuck
Let’s turn it up
I feel amazing
Look at the stars
The constellations
Hate this feeling
A dull sensation
My spirit feels like it’s naked
But Ima elevate till
I’m the greatest