​nothingsreallygoingon

Nothing's really going on
Know that I'm the boring one
Ask me what the fuck I want
I never have a response

Wanna put some makeup on
Feel like I'm a superstar
Everything I ever want
Know that I could have it all

I gotta be realistic
Don't wanna turn narcissistic
Maybe I sound pessimistic
But I think it's in my interest

Ever since I started tripping
Knew I need to make a difference
Stand the fuck up, stop just sittin'
'round shackled by my indifference

Gotta play it safe though
Stay low
If I drop the payload
Imma have to start shopping for halos

No way that I lay low
I stay gold
Wrap me in a rainbow
I don't give a fuck what pеople say, no

This is a commitment
I've nеver been good at decisions
Cuz I've always been feeling this distance

You better commit, bitch!
I'm not tryna stay in this prison
I have got a purpose and a mission

Sometimes I feel like I should just give up
It's so much work I just don't give a fuck

Sometimes I feel- no I don't feel that much
There lies the problem that's present in us

I have never been afraid of death

I've been dying just to take a breath

Take my life and you can have what's left

If that's the deal, I think that I'll accept