Nothing to Lose

[Intro]
​carian you're too late baby
​jayysoul

[Chorus: Anti-Light]
Yeah, I got nothing to lose
Though, I still wanna feel special
Like I'm getting used to it
But still feel the pressure
I don't see a future
In these meaningless pleasures
If this is all in my head
Ain't this still just like the usual?
Yeah, I got nothing to lose
Though, I still wanna feel special
Like I'm getting used to it
But still feel the pressure
I don't see a future
In these meaningless pleasures
And I can't just play pretend
Am I just scared or delusional?

[Verse 1: Akayai]
My heart be glissing just by me looking into your crystal eyes
My tears don't come out of my heart so you know that I never cry
I'm afraid of getting hurt so you know that I never try
The main thing on my mind is what happens when we die
I can't believe it what I'm seeing
Do you see it? You're betraying
I felt so hurt I thought we had something very special
You felt so hurt about nothing you're just so sentimental

[Verse 2: Anti-Light]
Come here and lit a fire
Just wanna see you again
No need to redefine us
Give me a reason to stay
Your energy inspires
But things just don't feel the same
Still living in denial
Been acting under your spell
Until the play expires
Until this waiting tires
The story haven't found us
This ain't no freedom, it's pain
Now I'm deep in this cycle
Still I keep you in my world
Just leave it to desire
It's only pain and regret, yeah

[Verse 3: vilse]
I can't take it anymore, no I don't know who I am
Lost myself when I got high, and I might do it again
I, thought you were the one, now I just want it to end
I did everything I could, but you chose to condescend
Why the fuck would I keep going after everything you said?
Why the fuck would I keep trying when you left me feeling less?
Say you never loved me, well I never would've guessed
Every second spent with you I wasted every breath

[Chorus: Anti-Light]
Yeah, I got nothing to lose
Though, I still wanna feel special
Like I'm getting used to it
But still feel the pressure
I don't see a future
In these meaningless pleasures
If this is all in my head
Ain't this still just like the usual?
Yeah, I got nothing to lose
Though, I still wanna feel special
Like I'm getting used to it
But still feel the pressure
I don't see a future
In these meaningless pleasures
And I can't just play pretend
Am I just scared or delusional?