Nothing seems real anymore

[Chorus]
I'm not okay
I took all the drugs cause I’m lonely
Nothing seems real. It's not okay
This shit not a joke it's how I’m coping
With dying slowly
I'm not okay
I took all the drugs cause I'm lonely
Nothing seems real. It's not okay
This shit not a joke it's how I'm coping
With dying slowly

[VERSE 1]
I feel trapped in time
I feel like a prisoner in my mind
Reliving memories I couldn't find
Some of them I really tried to leave behind

[PRE-Chorus]
Everything I know is deceiving
They not even dead but I'm grieving
I just need reason and meaning
Cause everything I ever loved is fleeting

[Chorus]
I’m not okay
I took all the drugs cause I’m lonely
Nothing seems real. It's not okay
This shit not a joke it’s how I'm coping
With dying slowly
I'm not okay
I took all the drugs cause I'm lonely
Nothing seems real. It’s not okay
This shit not a joke it's how I'm coping
With dying slowly

[VERSE 2]
I don't wanna live
I just know that Momma would never forgive me
Wishing I could get a grip
It don't matter what I do
It's like something's missing

[PRE-Chorus]
Everything I know is deceiving
They not even dead but I'm grieving
I just need reason and meaning
Cause everything I ever loved is fleeting

[Chorus]
I'm not okay
I took all the drugs cause I'm lonely
Nothing seems real. It's not okay
This shit not a joke it's how I'm coping
With dying slowly
I'm not okay
I took all the drugs cause I'm lonely
Nothing seems real. It's not okay
This shit not a joke it's how I'm coping
With dying slowly