Nothing’s Fucked Forever

[Verse 1]
I'm always left behind
Everyone that I know is doing better than me
I wasted all my time
I gotta save it up, I'm done settling
I searched for fulfillment but I haven't found
Relief from this burden that's holding me down
My thoughts and my actions go two separate ways
It's okay, 'cause I'm too scared to change anyways

Oh, hey there mom, look at your burned out son
I'm too stunned to have any passion
I'm too bored to have fun
I wake up daily hating everything i wish that i loved
I wake up daily hating everything i wish that i loved

[Pre-Chorus]
In this bed I lay
Everything's a long lost dream
I'm sick of spending days
Sleeping on my unwashed sheets

[Chorus]
I'll get up, I'll get out, I'll get better
I'll get up, I'll get out, I'll get better
I'll get up, I'll get out, I'll get better
I know it seems this way but nothing's fucked forever

[Verse 2]
I wish that I could replace
All of this time that I waste
My friends in college having fun
I work a job that I hate

[Break: Monologue]
Just wondering, what's the point?
Would it make any difference at all if I never existed
Never thought of the future, fuck it!

[Pre-Chorus]
In this bed I lay (Fuck it!)
Everything's a long lost dream
I'm sick of spending days
Sleeping on my unwashed sheets

[Monologue]
You must be working you one of them, work-ey jobs
Yeah, I've been in insurance [?] for about 14 years. Nothing exciting, but it pays the bills
Hell, I wish I could pay my bills. Now, I understand uhh... I ain't lookin' for no handouts. We'll talk about me not having no damn money in quite awhile. There will be some silent moments. Always been fond of the monetatious situation which-
Nintendo
I'll make it all work
Well I... You know, well maybe I could spot you some money...
No! No Money! Haha