Nothing Hurts More Than Loving Me

[Verse 1]
My chest hurts, I'm fallin' down the same rabbit hole
That I was lost in
Hope I find my way out
And I can't stop stallin'
Maybe if I had one more drink, I would calm down
My head's exhaustin'

[Chorus]
I don't wanna deal with it
And you don't wanna deal with me
I've been told, nothin' hurts more than lovin' me
You don't wanna feel that way
And I don't wanna feel that pain
Rather you hate me now
Get it out of the way

[Post-Chorus]
You don't wanna deal with me
And I don't wanna feel that way
If it hurts, lovin' me
Get it out of the way

[Verse 2]
Everything slowed down, so I sped it up
Found some clarity and I threw it all out
Thought I had a plan, but I made it all up
Just goin' along 'til I mess it all up
My heart strings are pullin', it's achin'
I used to have drive and it's fadin'
Lately I feel like I'm wastin'
Away, I know nobody's waitin'

[Verse 2]
Love is blind, but I see why lovin' me is bad
A stomped out heart inside a girl with no real plan
With a past so dark that she just can't understand
Who would ever wanna hold these shaky hands?

[Bridge]
(Who)
(Who would wanna hold these shaky hands?)
(Who, shaky hands)
(Who, oh)

[Chorus]
I don't wanna deal with it
And you don't wanna deal with me
I've been told, nothin' hurts more than lovin' me
You don't wanna feel that way
And I don't wanna feel that pain
Rather you hate me now
Get it out of the way