Nothing

Verse 1
Nothing
I dont feel nothing
Softing
I feel softing
Drowning
I'm drowning
Call me the king,in a crowning
Lagging,hacking this shit
All i wanted is to change it
I didn't wanted to flex
I didn't wanted to shoot my head
College is so bad
Stress is on my head
I wanted to escpae from all
Following the wind,inna road
Or someone just shoot me with a bow
Cause sometime i can't handle it,damn it overflows
I loved that girl,not more
I can only buy lego of mines
Im giving up on everything
Writing this while the class is passing
I shouldn't' do that,i know
But all this is so big
A knife could hit me
Then all the dark would be pouring
Ay
Steady tired of living this nightmare
I can't trust no onе,and i'm feeling scared
My family is separetеd,and i can't see the light day
Fucking in pain,thinking in cut myself
Shit is just getting worst,i dont know where to go
Im lost and dont fuck with any soul
All i wanted is to relax,but i got haunted by a ghoul
I never had a friend,i was always alone
Depression on my heart,to talk
This building is high
But instead of falling i'll try to fly
So many birds kicking me while in flight
Syrup on my veins,now im alright
Worried bout the proofs,but forreal i dont care
But study is my life,if i leave him,my mom get mad
But i dont see the sense of it
Im so tired of hiding my problems from everyone
My grandma asked me,and i lied
Ts getting boring,out of time
I needed to talk guys,im not right
Im worthless to this world,but i can't die
Sorry for passsing this sadboy vibe
But thanks to family yeah she stayed in my side
Ill be happy one day,i know
But at this point,im stuck in the snow
Flexing up while my eye low
Nobody nows me,im on cry
2 hella months,its hard being without life
Guap and money i got
But i wish some just gave me a shot
No i can't die,damn,this track is hot
But help get out on this place,before i flop