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Hey baby, you can change your name
But you can't change what you did
To me, like I am nothing
Standing still in the snow just to be alone
Getting high in the dark to forget who you are

I don't know my body anymore, do you?
I don't know my body anymore, what did you do?
"Don't act out, close your mouth, be a good girl for me now
You're so sweet when you say nothing"
I go outside, I close my eyes, I wanna be swallowed in light
I never am, I go inside, I think of you all night

Hey baby, you can change your mind
But you can't change what you are
When it's you all alone, lying in the dark

You don't own my body anymore, do you?
You don't own my body anymore, what did you do to me?
I was fine, I was good, always did what I should
Look at me, look at this, how I move just to exist
I'm so high I can't breathe, hold me down, laugh at me
Say that I am nothing, until I am just nothing