Note To Self

I got here off mindset and not intimidation
Fucking with that nigga trees[?] and get some inspiration
I need a statue in my hood just like the limitations
I heard a sarcastic tone say, I'm glad you made it
Middle in the index, I'm throwing salutations
My therapist said she was done with her evaluation
1100, I'm just going where a wind blow
You got them Urkles on your team, that's why your wins low
I mean, you gotta stand for something, what you stand for
I pop a shroom and I get power, super saiyan four
Eleven rapping, that's some shit that they ain't playing for
I was a little ass boy, but I'm the man, though
You feel me? My nigga time just changed
They see a leven with some jеwels then their minds got changеd
Some niggas paid a different price for the finest thang
I was living in the den like where the lions hang
Big hoods that went vegan eating lions man
It's funny how you always run back to the time of pain
I bump my head a few times trying to find my brain
It's foggy in the grapevine, I'm trying to find my lane
You feel me? I'm trying to find myself
Had an out of body experience, got behind myself
And all the bitches flock to you, they got a sense for wealth
I fly alone just by myself, I got a sense of stealth
I used to always tell myself I ain't need no help
I was a kid, I told my mom I ain't need no belt
I used to try to be my brother, now I be myself
I told the waiter, don't forget my diet Dr Kelp
And if you really bout your shit, ain't gotta tell me about it
I don't just do this shit for me, this shit for everybody
The way I stomp this under bucket feel like Ricky Bobby
The concierge ain't let you up, I meet you in the lobby
A toxic Xbox friend, why you in my lobby?
You seen I was wide open, why you ain't just lob me?
Like a diamond in a rough, why you ain't confine me?
I lock myself up in a booth, solitary confinement