Not Tonight

Oh my god, here we go again
Are we going too slow
Wish I knew what it meant
When you say it's my fault but there’s more to be said
You won't answer my calls anymore or admit
That it's your fault too and here we go again
I fucking hate love and all the things I did
I always care too much
Sick of arguing
But you never did much
Were you even a friend at all

I know you can’t stand me
My hands keep trembling when I think of you
You're always inside like an open wound
Sorry that I'm not enough for you
And I'm done trying
My eyes keep tightening when I think of you
Now I'm holding it back I can't do this, not now
But somehow I knew it would happen
Can't calm down, I fucking panic every time we fight
And I swear I love hearing your voice
But I just can't do it tonight
See you some other time

Oh my god, here we go again
Are we going too slow
Wish I knew what it meant
When you say it’s my fault but there’s more to be said
You won't answer my calls anymore or admit
That it’s your fault too and here we go again
I fucking hate love and all the things I did
I always care too much
Sick of arguing
But you never did much
Were you even a friend at all

Whoa, the hourglass is running out of sand
Whoa, this is getting way too out of hand
Whoa, I don't remember this in the contract
Try to reach and you wouldn't call back
You cut me off and cut all contact

Woah
Oh
Woah
Oh

I saw something in the night sky over Camden
Turned around and drove the opposite direction 'cause I fear them
Now when will they come