Not Today

NOT TODAY

I know there’s another way out
But not today
One day I’ll find a way out
But not today
I fear I’m missing out on something
I fear I’m locked inside a room

I’m turning into someone new

‘Cause I don’t know half of it
Remind me to always remember it
As soon as I’m done I’ll be travelling
But I guess not today
I’ll admit, though I’m growing
Tired of this fucked up shit
I know I should try to get on with it
I know I should try, but not today

I suffer change for something new
But that’s nothing new

Soon but not today
Soon but not today
Soon but really not today

Ask again tomorrow
Tomorrow’s another day
I may be hard to follow
We all need our escape
I start dodging all the punches
There’s only so much I can take
Though pain is far from pleasure
At least it’s never fake

I repeat only what’s true…