Not There Yet

[Verse 1]
Talkin' myself down, say, "It isn't a big deal"
But it's all that I think about
And everybody around says she's part of the family already
And it's freaking me out

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause she's made friends with all my friends
She catches up with my parents
Oh, it's goin' fine, I'm just breakin' a sweat
How is everyone sure while I'm still on the fence?

[Chorus]
I thought it was all that I wanted, racing to fill in the frame
Problem was as soon as I got it, everything fell out of place
And the blame might be on me, I've been known for rushin' things
But she's so damn invested, I'm scared to address it, that I'm just not there yet

[Verse 2]
Now I'm raising my voice, while she's sittin' in silence
And we're makin' a scene again
It's just a whole lot of noise, but without any reason
We're squealin' bad breaks on cement

[Pre-Chorus]
'Cause she's made friends with all my friends
She's talking baby names in bed
Oh, it's probably fine, I'm just breakin' a sweat
How is everyone sure while I'm still on the fence?

[Chorus]
I thought it was all that I wanted, racing to fill in the frame
Problem was as soon as I got it, everything fell out of place
And the blame might be on me, I've been known for rushin' things
But she's so damn invested, I'm scared to address it, that I'm just not there yet
I thought it was all that I wanted, racing to fill in the frame
Problem was as soon as I got it, everything fell out of place
And the blame might be on me, I've been known for rushin' things
But she's so damn invested, I'm scared to address it
It's hard to accept it, that I'm just not there yet