Not that type

The one you know who you are
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Just tell me what im supposed to be
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I get so mad because you wasted all my fucking time
I'm tired of telling you nothing ever feels right
You just calling me but i just wanna chill online
You got a lot of me but i just wanna really die
Watch it all that
Watch it all just go away
They say they hate me but they still two of my friends
I've been getting so mad that you haven't decided
I've got hundreds on the floor
Why you lookin' so afraid
Cover me in hate because i'm afraid

I know i'm not the same
I will never be the same
Spy with me
Join me in the rain
Pull me a knife and ill play with your blade
Cutting you out of me
Out of my brain
Stop hitting me
Its all i would plead
I'm running from school and i can't even see
My hand on the sky until till my tongue bleed
I'm taking out my anger on a tree
Im taking my anger out on a brick
Breaking rocks
Breaking sticks
Fuck you,you won't see me on christmas
You're just another witness

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You never listened when i tried to talk to you about my health
And that you're doing well,because i never want you to fail
My face still trapped in your arms but im not paying the way
I tried to leave but i couldn't do it
Cause i wanna see you in the party were i can't lose
And i wanted you to know that i am so mad because you wasted all my fucking time
I'm tired of telling you that nothing ever feels right
You just calling me but i just wanna chill online
I'm tired of lying but i just wanna really die
Watch it all that
Watch it all just go away
Say they hate me but they still two of my friends
And i've felt so mad that you've haven't decided
I got hundreds on the floor why you lookin' so afraid-d-d