Not That Isis

My eyes wide open
But my heart's out of focus
A plague of locust
Descend on moments notice

Is it a plague, is it a swarm, is it a storm
Is this a plague, is it a swarm, is it a storm
That I’m in the middle of

So in my suitcase
I carry a potion
I've tried to drink it
But it's as deep as the ocean

So I drown myself
Right back to where it all started from
Within that time
Within that space

But all of my secrets they are all lies
That I hide, just so that I can fake it
Because I can’t take it
I don't think I'm gonna make it

So pass right through me
But please leave me my body
And leave us all wishing
For what it was before me

Before I wake until I'm gone
Within that storm
Within that plague
Within that swarm
Within that storm

But I do not concede
That I'll still be be waiting
But maybe for me
To know my way around

When all of your secrets
They hypnotize
All the lies
Until we can't take it
Because we can't fake it
I don't think we’re gonna make it
So don’t you pity me and I swear
I swear I can take it just as I can fake it

I try but I can't leave it
Empty feeling I don’t need it
I guard it while it's sleeping
It's my secret, you can't see it

We all just think that we’re doing something
Something we know we should be doing
We all pretend we're doing something
When instead we just drift on

So hold me in your arms
So that I can fake it
Just so that I can take it
Just so that I can take it
Just so that I can take it
Just so that I can take it
Just so that I can take it
Just so that I can take it
Just so that I can take it

We all just think that we're doing something
We must be doing something
We must be doing something
We must be doing something
We must be doing something
We must be