Not Sober

[Verse 1]
It starts with a quiver
A thought provoked shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me, they don't need me

[Verse 2]
The comfort of my home
Now feels like a prison
My thoughts lacking reason
No one loves me, no one loves me

[Chorus]
I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to avoid falling apart
I'm not sober, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
I'm not sober
I'm not sober

[Verse 3]
I lie 'cause I'm shameful
My movements weak, eyes dull
A complete loss of control
I'm a failure, I'm a failure

[Verse 4]
It's like taking the beating
Hung from the ceiling
Fear is only a feeling
But it's painful, why's it painful?

[Chorus]
I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to avoid falling apart
I'm not sober, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
I'm not sober

[Chorus]
I am afraid of the dark
When I am alone with my thoughts
So here's to avoid falling apart
I'm not sober, yeah

[Post-Chorus]
I'm not sober

[Outro]
It starts with a quiver
A thought provoked shiver
A fear I can't deliver
They don't need me, they don't need me