Not So Perfect

[Verse 1]
Honey you can't sing
I doubt you can rap
Wait 'till your voice is deeper
No don't give me that crap
I be sittin' silently, I ain't acting like a freak
So that none of you can see
The true authentic me
All you noticed was a note, but I doubt you even noted
How I hid what I wrote
So I had to close my throat and wash my mouth out with soap
Here
Rap these specific bars
Yo, what if I don't want to?
You gotta do it like the stars!
Drugs and cars, clothes, cash, and women
Not to mention substances all these other rappers sippin'
Like Yeah
Tryna be independent
Managin' myself like a superintendent
Making up my own rhymes
Listen to the same beat
Seven hundred fifty times
That's what it takes for just one line
People think it's easy but they don't know it takes time
True
I ain't even got a topic
I'm just some wannabe kid who goes shopping at Hot Topic
Got a messed up flow
So restricted in my writing that I don't know where to go
Yeah
Rap seems a lot like real life
Always doin' something stupid
Stumbling all around till you find something that fits perfect
Too bad I'm not that perfect
Too bad I'm not that perfect
It's true I'm not so perfect
I just hope that this is worth it