Not Okay

Thinking about it every night when I'm alone
I don't know how to react when I get there
When did karma choose this life's all fair?
Emotions were never a thing that I've known
Stuck here with thoughts drowning my dome
Sitting Like A Stone, afraid to hit the phone
Thinking bout the spoon or all his subtle doom
Father I can sign every single pension
I can sell every collectible of X-MEN
Every small reach I have without mention
Stay here with us please, do another session

Swear I know ya scared but this cancer ain't a joke
But I know a bright future got you super stoked
Odds are getting super broke but you ain't loosing hope
We should be thanking Sheri making your life dope
Father don't mope, keep that mental note
Sure your life sloped but tell that cancer "nope"
Just think back in high school, used to be a dancer
You're a legend just fighting off cancer
Keep that head up boi it's nothing but banter
God looked at you with cure as the answer
Tell the problem go away, it might run away