Not Okay

[Instrumental]

[Verse 1]
I wanna tell you that it isn't that easy
Every day getting harder to believe in myself
I look at you and then remember why I've been struggling
But I know that you're feeling it now
And though you let me down I know that you tried
But why was I such an inconvenience for you
Thoughts in my mind I'd been tryna drown but look at me now

[Chorus]
Nobody knows, nobody knows that you're not okay
Cause' you still smile in their faces
Try to talk to God heart feels blocked
What am I afraid of and will this ever stop
Just staying on the rock cuz I don’t wanna hate love
I don't wanna hate love
I don't wanna hate love
I don't wanna hate love
Don't wanna hate love
I don't wanna hate love
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[Verse 2: Jodie Jermaine]
Uh, listen I cannot pretend no longer I'm not on the fence
Trying to convince myself that I'm worth more than a cent
And this could get intense go back with me young and innocent
I couldn't get a friend trapped in my room feeling as ill
As illegitimate can get I just needed you not your expenses
I just needed proof I was of interest
Serpent keeps sending me minions to witness
That it’s true
Betrayal, so hateful much jealousy from ungrateful people
Heart muscle feeling frail but forgiveness paying my bail, yeah
I don't need bitterness I just need tenderness
And I know there is more of you like me that had to get bit by the venemous
And we are so tired of censorship and all the opinions
You’ve started a beautiful thing in my father and all that I’m sayings you’re welcome to finish it
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[Chorus]
Nobody knows, nobody knows that you're not okay
Cause' you still smile in their faces
Try to talk to God heart feels blocked
What am I afraid of and will this ever stop
Just staying on the rock cuz I don’t wanna hate love
I don't wanna hate love
I don't wanna hate love
I don't wanna hate love
Don't wanna hate love
I don't wanna hate love