Not Okay

[Intro]
Yeah, yeah (yeah…)
So I feel like, I gotta be honest with everybody
You know what I'm sayin’?
I gotta keep it real with y'all like…
'Cause y’all keep it real with me, you feel me?
So, it's whatever…

[Chorus]
It's not gon' be okay, y'all ('kay y'all)
'Cause I’m really not okay y’all ('kay y’all)
(I'm tired to say it)
I said it's not gon' be okay y’all ('kay y'all)
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all ('kay y'all)
I'm tired of sayin' it
It's not gon' be okay y'all
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all
I'm tired of sayin' that
It's not gon' be okay y'all
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all

[Verse]
I lost the only woman that I'll ever truly love
'Cause I was busy in the studio and doing drugs
Or in the club capitalizing on groupie love
Taking pictures with bitches that let me give booty rubs
I'm making up excuses 'cause I just wanna hang with the homies
Being selfish made me angry and lonely
Now I'm sittin' in the crib just wondering what to do
And the only I'm lately thinking about is you
Yeah I'm through with all the drugs, drinking and lies (lies!)
Muh'fuckas made me really believe that I could fly (fly)
But I ain't Superman, I'm down on the ground
Deep in a hole, never to be found (found)
Somebody gotta get it
When the song come on, I know you gotta hear it
And if you relate to this shit, I know you gon' feel it
And if you don't you still buy a concert ticket
Dig it?

[Chorus]
It's not gon' be okay, y'all ('kay y'all)
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all ('kay y'all)
(I'm tired to say it)
I said it's not gon' be okay y'all ('kay y'all)
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all ('kay y'all)
I'm tired of sayin' it
It's not gon' be okay y'all
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all
I'm tired of sayin' that
It's not gon' be okay y'all
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all

[Verse 2]
Yo!
Oh yes, I love her and I miss her
I would do anything if I could kiss her
Felt like I was a king when I was with her
I need you to consider I think I found the love of my life
But life is fucked up so you know something comin' up, right
She was caught up in a situation
Loving me when I was giving no reciprocation
Causin' confusion when it came down to decision-makin'
Making her cold with the mental manipulation
For your information
When people come to see me, buy my CD and look for new shit
I always tell 'em, "You is the biggest part of the movement,"
They tell me I gotta keep my head up and make this music
I just nod my head at 'em and look at 'em like they're stupid
'Cause they don't even know the shit I go through
That's why I live my life skewed down, chopped, and screwed
'Cause In sick like I got that flu
And the only thing makin' me sick is this love for you
I said

[Chorus]
It's not gon' be okay, y'all ('kay y'all)
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all ('kay y'all)
(I'm tired to say it)
I said it's not gon' be okay y'all ('kay y'all)
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all ('kay y'all)
I'm tired of sayin' it
It's not gon' be okay y'all
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all
I'm tired of sayin' that
It's not gon' be okay y'all
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all

[Bridge]
She tried to give me everything I ever wanted
I was to busy running the streets getting blunted
Sometime you gotta learn to live well enough alone then
I just hate sleeping alone, waking up in the morning
It isn't for me, baby
It isn't for me, baby

[Chorus]
It's not gon' be okay, y'all ('kay y'all)
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all ('kay y'all)
(I'm tired to say it)
I said it's not gon' be okay y'all ('kay y'all)
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all (okay y'all)
I'm tired of sayin' it
It's not gon' be okay y'all
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all
I'm tired of sayin' that
It's not gon' be okay y'all
'Cause I'm really not okay y'all

Damn...