NOT OK

[Intro]
Days in a rut
Hands in the pot
I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not
Everything's okay but it's-
Another drop in the bucket, nother meal up in the pot
Planet always keep on spinning, it never gonna stop
Aye, aye, aye

[Hook]
Another drop in the bucket, nother meal up in the pot
Planet always keep on spinning, it never gonna stop
I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not
I been tryna act like everything's okay but it's not
Always talking bout some music and a countdown to a drop
When you see me, all smiles every time I hit the spot
Cause I been tryna act like I'm really okay, but I'm not
I been tryna act like I'm really okay, but I'm not

[Verse 1]
People ask me how I'm doing, I say good, but I'm not
Really if we being honest, I don't know where to start
Stressing tryna balance college, music, and this brand new job
And I know that's just fucking life, but that feel like a fucking lot
And no I'm not really religious but I be talking to God
When my girlfriend go to work, ever since the place got robbed
And every time I think about it, swear that shit just get me hot
I wanna break a nigga jaw and stomp him out just like the yard
Cause I'm on edge anyway, because I still miss my pops
And I keep on seeing cops, it's getting dangerous on my block
And I found out bout something else going on my home
And I won't say it in this song, but that fucked up my mind a lot
So now I'm tryna figure out who to trust and who to not
I really made this song to vent, don't care if it get views or not
I made No Ls when all I cared about was if my music flopped
But 2019 really showed me, nigga you can lose can lose a lot

[Hook]

[Verse 2]
Since March 18th, the only thing I could say
I'm not okay, but that's okay, cause we gone be okay
My mother always here for me, so I won't lose my way
She not okay, but that's okay, cause we gone be okay
My only sister checks in on me almost every day
She not okay, but it's okay, cause we gone be okay
I'd do anything for my brothers, and that shit both ways
They not okay, but that's okay, cause we gone be okay
My girl going through it with us, cause it hit her the same
She not okay, but that's okay, cause we gone be okay
My bro lost his grandma, I wanna hug him and say
Man I know you not okay, but we gone be okay
My bro lost his lil bro, I wanna hug him and say
Bruh I know you not okay, but we gone be okay
My best friend lost his best friend, I wanna hug him and say
Man I know you not okay, but we gone be okay

[Hook]

[Outro]
I'm not ok, and that's ok
I'm not ok, and that's ok
I'm not ok, and that's ok
Cause I know I'm gone be ok
We not ok, but that's ok
We not ok, but that's ok
Cause I know we gone be ok
Yeah we gone be ok one day