Not Ok

[Verse 1]
I wanna hide forever
Alone in the dark
I thought I'm getting better
But look here we are
And I'm getting bad again
And I'm hurting you again
And I don't know who I am
Now...

[Chorus]
You know it's really hard
Try'na shed my tears away
Freakin' smiling all day
But I'm not really ok

[Hook]
I'm ok
I'm not ok
I'm ok
But I'm not really ok

[Verse 2]
I'm tired of saying I'm fine
Because the truth is I'm not
But I know that it's alright
It takes time cause it's a lot
And I'll be happy again
And I won't hurt you again
And I'll be okay again
Soon...

[Chorus]
You know it's really hard
Try'na shed my tears away
Freakin' smiling all day
But I'm not really ok

[Hook]
I'm ok
I'm not ok
I'm ok
But I'm not really ok
But I'm not really ok

Ok

[Chorus]
You know it's really hard
Try'na shed my tears away
Freakin' smiling all day
But I'm not really ok

[Outro]
I'm ok
I'm not ok
I'm ok
But I'm not really ok