​not my friend

[Verse 1]
Every word I say's frustrating
I should try to just stop saying
All the stupid anecdotes
'Bout all the things I think I know
But I would rather sit here waiting
Ashamed to take my medication
Looking through a lazy eye
And call it all a weird fixation

[Pre-Chorus]
All I really know
Is I don't wanna know
What it is that I'm thinking
So cover up my eyes
Tell me that it's fine
And hold me till the morning

[Chorus]
Maybe, I'm, I'm not my friend
Just someone stuck in a body
Ashamed that I've been hard to find
But I try to keep my promise

[Verse 2]
I celebrate misinformation
If I don't like the words I'm saying
Practicing my affirmations
Like I was told to do
But what the fuck does it all mean?
To map intentions on a sheep
And blame the person next to me
Or the universe for hurting me

[Pre-Chorus]
All I really know
Is I don't wanna know
What it is that I'm thinking
So cover up my eyes
Tell me that it's fine
And hold me till the morning

[Chorus]
Maybe, I'm, I'm not my friend
Just someone stuck in a body
Ashamed that I've been hard to find
But I try to keep my promise

[Outro]
All I really know
Is I don't wanna know
What it is that I'm thinking
So cover up my eyes
Tell me that it's fine
And hold me till the morning