[Intro: Merkules]
Can I get a moment of silence, please?
This is for everybody that said
We wouldn't be exactly where we are right now, hahahaha
[Verse 1: Merkules]
Ever since the age of twelve, I been feeling kinda off like I ain't myself
Even though I know my parents tried to raise me well
I Ignored the stairway to heaven and took the gates to hell
I tried to tell these motherfuckas they should brace themselves
Or I'll start killing 'em softly like I'm Dave Chappelle
Never take an L
I know you think you safe for now
Until I bring it to your door like a paper route
I really been on my A-Game
They bring up my name saying I fell off?
I don't really think it's the same thing
There's something that I noticed though the more that I gain fame
These same lames hatin' find it hard to maintain
I ain't playin', every other rapper should vacate
I'll promise you our brain waves don't work the same way
I'm a cross between a pit bull, German Shepherd and Great Dane
I gain weight from eating Instrumentals like Shake Bake
I got a lotta people countin' on me and the industry tryna figure out how to stop me
I got married to the game and swore to matrimony
But if we ever break up, there is no alimony
'Cause I remember eating hot-dogs and macaroni
Now it's twenty thousand a show when I'm in California
If you claim you the best, then you have to show me
It's 2021, welcome to the pandemonium, you bitch you (Have you lost your fuckin' mind?)
[Chorus: Merkules]
They tell me that I'm sick in the head
But maybe I'm just not like you (Not like you)
I'm obsessed with the taste of revenge
So they're worried 'bout what I might do (I might do)
I don't wanna lose my sanity (Sanity)
No matter what I do, I can't break free
I don't wanna lose my sanity (Sanity)
No matter what I do, I can't break free
[Verse 2: Hopsin]
And I'm at war with myself simultaneously
Soaked from all of the clouds and rain above me
'Til my world becomes a storm drain and floods deep
Fuck every one of you lames who judge me
You be making sure that my image painted ugly
Thanks for nothing, rage is bubbling, veins are busting
Maybe your bitterness is the case, it must be (Alright)
I don't really deal with the soft type
Brace the wrath, you about to feel when the boss strikes
Take the path opposite of here where the fog lies
Or you could be put in a situation and call Christ
Lord Jesus, war seems to soar deep
Towards a force that's more pleasing
More niggas, more reasons
To let the animal go that's inside of me when I roar
Please, just don't get caught up in this chaos
If ever you see me pissed as fuck, then just lay off
The high road trips are rough and I may not
I'm a bit of a prick, a chump, a dick, ain't I?
I ain't tryna diss you punks on my day off
Y'all niggas interrupting my seance
Listen, I'm the missing puzzle piece, bitch quit buggin' me
I'm sick as fuck with these crayons
[Chorus: Merkules]
They tell me that I'm sick in the head
But maybe I'm just not like you (Not like you)
I'm obsessed with the taste of revenge
So they're worried 'bout what I might do (I might do)
I don't wanna lose my sanity (Sanity)
No matter what I do, I can't break free
I don't wanna lose my sanity (Sanity)
No matter what I do, I can't break free