Not like Others

O you know the kind of feeling
Which says everything's alright
While you know it’s not?

Do you sometimes
Take a look in the mirror
Asking yourself what's wrong
What is true and what's a lie?

I remember the day that
Changed my life forever
I remember the moment
That opened my eyes

Since then I’m a different one
And not the same anymore
Life showed me a better way
I just had to open thе door

I hated myself
For so many years
I fought night by night
Thousands of fucking tеars

But I have learned that my point
Of view is the only thing that matters
I have learned to accept the fact that
I'm just not like others

Days in grey, senseless hours
There were so many, I stopped to
Count to save my will to live

I did not see
The beauty of flowers
The green of woods
The smile of the sun

I was forlorn in agony!

I hated myself
For so many years
I fought night by night
Thousands of fucking tears

But I have learned that my point
Of view is the only thing that matters
I have learned to accept the fact that
I'm just not like others

I hated myself
For so many years
But the chance of a new
Life was always near

I changed my life and walked a
New line instead of an old one
But in the end I am as blind as before
And I'm still not like others!

I can take a look in the mirror
But now I know it is not my fault
That I'm just what I am, that I'm
Just live in another world

My own world!