Not Going Back

[Verse 1 - YomiShious]
Everyone asks about my beats and my flow, how I move em Around to create my unique songs
Truth is I know what's expected of me, but I do what I do and I do What I like, just please don't ask how I'm just constantly changing. You see my music and know that it ranges
Lemme confess that this is my first song spitting bars in the mic Outside the booth
I can't ever stick to one thing or one type, that shit makes me Bored
That's why when I'm compared to mumble rappers I have no love For you. God, I'd swear to god, they have no talent and are ruining the Game, the shit they do is lame, put that shit on to find out my ears Are bleeding, so that's why I give em shame
All they do is speak about their bank, or about smoking whatever's That dank Never about relate-able topics to connect to people who need Help filling in the blanks. Do a song called IT'S EVERYDAY BRO! Live a lie and say it's just a prank bro. Music, it's probably the only way to speak out your opinions Without being crucified on top of a plank
Put on a pedestal and get called out for being a madman just
Cause I'm trying to speak out of my heart, and now I got a feeling
This shit's spanning out of control
No calm before the storm, some of my fans are now saying I've hit
An all time low, and to them I say "I'm only just getting started", so
You can fall down

[Chorus - YomiShious]
Let's be civil and talk mind to mind
Turn up the tune cause it's gonna light up and shine
Changing the back bass when it slots into place
Gotta underline that
Cause I got my work cut out for me, I'm only looking ahead
If I lose half my fan base for whatever I've said then fuck it, these
Are my thoughts and I'm closing the door and not going back

[Bridge - YomiShious]
It's contradictory

[Verse 2 - YomiShious]
I'm considered to many as some kind of rap king, and yes I said
King, king as in not god, that title's Em's alone as he's already done
His climbing to the top, and as for me:
I don't know when the time to hang it all up will come to submit
My closing speech and bring in the curtains
But, until then I'm gonna carry on, on top
Trying to get ahead and have a good run until one or two things happen
One, my career get's murdered
Two, bring in some plaques and some trophies, and look back at
Em when I end it then I'll know I garnered something bigger than
Myself
I reminisce about the damage I've dealt and wonder if I should've
Done something else
Or maybe, I shouldn't have, maybe I should keep on going, and
Keep on climbing

[Chorus - YomiShious]
Let's be civil and talk mind to mind
Turn up the tune cause it's gonna light up and shine
Changing the back bass when it slots into place
Gotta underline that
Cause I got my work cut out for me, I'm only looking ahead
If I lose half my fan base for whatever I've said then fuck it, these
Are my thoughts and I'm closing the door and not going back

[Verse 3 - YomiShious]
I might be looking light years ahead, whenever I put my current Lifestyle on a shelf I need to make myself convinced that whatever I'm doing is better than doing something else, cos it's hard to Believe but I'm constantly changing and I'm not the same as I was Years ago, no matter how I was living different to the way I am Now, and the only way I can show you that is to put it in a verse, So you know how I've done with my time on Earth, as I've come so Far I may have put some of it in the dirt
And if I've put something I shouldn't in a lyric I'm sorry, but Sometimes I need to get things off my chest cos it gives me some Security about feeling there's no need to worry as I will release a New record roasting myself in fury. Cause there's only one guy who can be both judge and jury to Past actions I've made that I'll need to reflect on when my leaving Day comes. But sometimes I wish I didn't have to give a fraction of thought But that's not how it works

[Chorus - YomiShious]
Let's be civil and talk mind to mind
Turn up the tune cause it's gonna light up and shine
Changing the back bass when it slots into place Gotta underline that
Cause I got my work cut out for me, I'm only looking ahead. If I lose half my fan base for whatever I've said then fuck it, these Are my thoughts and I'm closing the door and not going back