Not even her

[Chorus]
No I don't [?]
She wonders why-y
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
[?]
She wonders why-y
I don't trust nobody
Not even her

[Verse 1]
I feel so lost
Life always comes with a cost
Never truly understand the power of a boss
Strugglin' to deal with the pain of a loss
How to find help when you're focused on the sauce
Feel so alone and I'm stuck in my head
Honestly I feel like I'm better off dead
Stuck between passion and makin' the bread
But I just wanna be, happy instead
Cut out my wrist til there's no blood to bleed
Nobody's tryin' to see me succed
Distracted by ones, but not what you need
Money gives you a feeling to feed
And no, I don't have shit
Why do you think I resort to this rap shit
Love all the people but hate all the traffic
Wanna live low but this shit is a habit
Yeah

[Chorus]
Not even her
[?]
She wonders why-y
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
[?]
She wonders why-y
I don't trust nobody
Not even her

[Verse 2]
On some real shit, I don't wanna be here
I don' really know, I just wanna disappear
Resorted to the pills and my vision isn't clear
Don't know what I'll do when I think the end is near
Anxiety thrives in, and I can feel it in my brain
Music is the only thing that makes me feel sane
Find it kinda hard when no one understands the pain
Feelin' so numb like I'm on Novacane
Suicidial thoughts whenever I'm sober
Why am I the one that's getting fucked over
Looking for answers 'cause I just want closure
Can't really deal with all of this exposure
Please don't ask me if I'm okay
I'll be alright just as long as you pray
Life is tough, guess it's always that way
But it keeps getting harder the longer I stay

[Chorus]
Not even her
[?]
She wonders why-y
I don't trust nobody
Not even her
[?]
She wonders why-y
I don't trust nobody
Not even her