Not Enough Ft. Rivilin

[Rivilin]

Shaking in your hand, not it won’t stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What’s it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed, im the failure that you couldn’t just love

Flicking your ash on my cheek
I don’t want this I don’t want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like im just not enough

Lip tremble eyes struggle just to focus now
Weighing on my conscious I just feel like im about to drown
Covering my ears, the water rises
Your voice still blocks the horizon

I see your ghost in my dreams
Explaining why you just leave
Depression got too much
And you just had to block out the noise

[$LOTHBOI]

Drown in pain
Drown in hate

I feel the pain
All in me

Shallow breaths
Steal my life lately
Tight my chest the
Panic hatеs me

Panicked thoughts all in my head yеah
Memories replaying dread man
How can I be expected
To live this life, shit this ain't it

Manic depression
My body be trembling

Tight in my chest
I ain’t think I’mma make it

Gasping for breath
Cuz these demons gun take it

Fighting for life
But I’m breaking to pieces

Cry through my days
Why do I hate me

I’m not okay
My mind is crazy

What can I say
I’m feeling hazy

Why do I hate me
I’m tryna save me

Burning my skin just to forget the pain
Seeded in memories inside my brain
Tryna forget my collection of bad days
Inside my head the trauma did some damage

Sloth ain’t the same he’s been changed from the pain
And bet Rivilin’s trauma still haunting his days
We fight past our memories living in pain
But we’re Void of the happiness we lost that day

[Rivilin]
Shaking in your hand, not it won’t stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What’s it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed, im the failure that you couldn’t just love

Flicking your ash on my cheek
I don’t want this I don’t want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like im just not enough