Not Enough

[Intro]
I'm not okay, so I sip til' I'm numb
I've had enough
Of these chains keepin' me locked up
I'm not enough

[Chorus]
I'm not enough (I'm not enough)
I'm not okay, so I sip 'til I'm numb, yeah
I've had enough (I've had enough)
Of these chains keeping me locked up, yeah
I'm not enough (I'm not enough)
These four walls keep me closed in
I've given up (I've given up)
I'm too tired to keep my demons in, yeah

[Verse 1]
Yip yip, here we go
Chip chip, cheerio
Everything looks happy on the surface
No, not even close
I'm here fighting ghosts inside my head
You just be singing quotes
Y'all don't know the shit I fucking battle
Just to keep afloat
Woah, put a halt to the flexing and hoes
Try to talk 'bout something other than gold
Flexing bout some shit that you don't even own
Talking reckless 'bout some shit you'll never know
I could put a bullet in my head and you'd never know
What's the point of living if nobody even knows?
Why do I exist if the difference I make is null?
Maybe I should put a fucking bullet in my skull
Yeah, life's not fair, too pussy to pull it
But if I die, don't care, hoping that I die
Baby I'm not scared, there's a bar I'm posed to reach
And baby I'm not there

[Chorus]
I'm not enough (I'm not enough)
I'm not okay, so I sip 'til I'm numb, yeah
I've had enough (I've had enough)
Of these chains keeping me locked up, yeah
I'm not enough (I'm not enough)
These four walls keep me closed in
I've given up (I've given up)
I'm too tired to keep my demons in, yeah

[Verse 2]
And I don't know what you want from me
I try my best, try my hardest, you got it all from me
And if that shit not enough, say sorry to mom for me
Dinner date with the devil, I hear him call for me
1, 2, 3, times still fall for it
Blame the bitches, but it's my fault in the long run
Guess I ignore it if its me whose in the wrong
Running circles round my mind jus tryna find where I went wrong, oh
All these problems I can't solve 'em
Depression getting the best of me and I'm sorry
I swear I'd never hurt myself and that shit solemn
But if I go back on that just know it's what I wanted, oh
I know it's dark, I know
The end of the old me was just the start, I know
Ain't got a heart, I know
But if you know me you know I still got a heart of gold, woah

[Chorus]
I'm not enough (I'm not enough)
I'm not okay, so I sip 'til I'm numb, yeah
I've had enough (I've had enough)
Of these chains keeping me locked up, yeah
I'm not enough (I'm not enough)
These four walls keep me closed in
I've given up (I've given up)
I'm too tired to keep my demons in, yeah

[Outro]
I'm not enough
I'm not enough
I've given up
I'm not enough
I'm not okay, so I sip 'til I'm numb, yeah
I've had enough
Of these chains keeping me locked up
I'm not enough