[Verse 1]
How do I say it so it makes sense?
You know the feelin' when your frame tense
From always dealin' with the same shit and the same mess
I face it every day and can’t escape it
Deep down there ain’t no way that I’m the same kid
That I was way back in the days when I could care less
Now I wake up and I hate this
Wear a smile cause I gotta grin and take it
But I’m so god damn tired of the fakeness
[Chorus]
I’ve been trying
(It’s not enough, it’s not enough)
I’ve been trying
(It’s not enough, it’s not enough, no)
[Verse 2]
And now I got the doc' telling me I should get up and go to therapy
But I ain’t buyin' all the shit that he been selling me
To open up and speak honestly
The chemicals inside my brain don’t give a fuck about psychology
This what you get as I try to keep from self destructing
Don’t know what more you could want of me
I can’t change to what you wanna see
And I can’t change the fact that dead’s what I wanna be
Dead's what I wanna be
Dead's what I wanna be
[Chorus]
I’ve been trying
(It’s not enough, it’s not enough)
I’ve been trying
(It’s not enough)
It’s not enough to be a hypocrite and take your own advice
Try and change your number when you’re rolling loaded up dice, you now
I’ve been trying
(It’s not enough, it’s not enough, no)
[Bridge]
(So tell me what I know about depression
Tell me what I know about the cost
Tell me what I know about obsession
Tell me what I know about loss)
(Tell me what I know about depression
Tell me what I know about the cost
Tell me what I know about obsession
Tell me what I know about loss)
(Tell me what I know about depression)
Thinkin' way back around the time I was nine
(Tell me what I know about the cost)
Never thought I had to worry about suicide
(Tell me what I know about obsession)
By 23, I wasn’t close, never even tried
(Tell me what I know about loss)
But I should’ve fucking killed myself before my brother died
(Before my brother died)
[Chorus]
I’ve been trying
(It’s not enough, it’s not enough)
I’ve been trying
(It’s not enough)
It’s not enough to be a hypocrite and take your own advice
Try and change your number when you’re rolling loaded up dice, you now
I’ve been trying
(It’s not enough, it’s not enough, no)
[Outro]
(It’s not enough, it’s not enough)
(It’s not enough, it’s not enough)
Not Enough was written by Desmo..
Not Enough was produced by Desmo..
Desmo. released Not Enough on Fri Jun 29 2018.