Not Dreaming!

[Chorus, intro]
Feels like a dream, it feels like it hurts
Girl think my heart hurts, yeah I know it hurts (damn)
And my head hurts, so I numb it with the percs
I can't find my words, I can't find my voice
Screaming for some help but i dont want no help
Goin through depression well nigga fuck my health
Walk on earth, feel like hell
Cause Im with my demons
I can't stop my demons
I stay walkin with my demons
Well, baby am I dreamin?
Girl, feels like Im dreamin
Im like, no Im not dreamin
Baby its for real, and Im smoked up for real
So I can't feel, no I can't feel

[Verse 1 C2D]
No I can't feel no pain
Hell nahh, sippin on this drank
I drank too much, girl Im in pain (yeah, yeah)
Im like who do I trust, I lost my trust
I had enough. (Yeah, yeah)
Yeah I smoke me that dope, dance with my dope, yeah I get with my dope (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Yeah I stay with my boys, stay with my team, I never fold
[Verse 2 Heavn]
I can't see no more, can't see no more
[?] In the smoke, dont let me choke
I already seen it happen, you were gonna
Yeah youre passive, how could all this happen?
I was on drugs, I need love
Bae won't even touch, yeah she won't touch
She look at me with disgust
[?] All the time, and she like mine
I [?], time went by
Oh my god
Watch it shine, watch it shine, yuh
I could see the love in your eye
Thats why I dont see you all the time
I just really thought you were really mine
Then I noticed time went by

[Chorus, ending]
Feels like a dream, it feels like it hurts
Girl think my heart hurts, yeah I know it hurts (damn)
And my head hurts, so I numb it with the percs
I can't find my words.. I can't find my voice..
Screaming for some help but ion want no help
Goin thru depression well nigga fuck my health
Walk on earth, feel like hell
Cause Im with my demons
I can't stop my demons
I stay walkin with my demons
Well, baby am I dreamin?
Girl, feels like Im dreamin
Im like, no Im not dreamin
Baby its for real, and Im smoked up for real