Not Coming Home

[Verse 1]
It's been ten years since I met you
And I've thought about you every day
With every clever hand you played
I always wondered why you stayed
Said it's all a game

[Verse 2]
Well, I've been trying my hardest
But you always put up a fight
And so that day comes around
Keep on punching while I'm down
And say goodnight

[Chorus]
Well, I don't know
How far I'll go
But I know
I'm not coming home

[Verse 3]
You stack bricks upon my shoulders
Felt the weight of guilt and shame
You made me question who I am
Said you belong here with the damned
But not today

[Verse 4]
Wish I could predict the future
To see how long I can bleed
So take a look at what you've done
'Cause you can hide but you can't run
I guess we'll see

[Chorus]
And I don't know
How far I'll go
But I know
I'm not coming home

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]
And as we stood across each other
Guessing who decides our fate
I asked you, "Do you think it's fun
To be on this end of the gun?"
You said, "Either way"

[Verse 5]
I ain't stopping in the future
Even when I'm old and gray
Till one or both of us is dead
I'll just aim it at your head
And pull away