Not Christmas

What if I don't come, what if I die
What if I ruin Christmas night again
Know that shit's been on your mind, babe
Every time Santa comes, oh
I guess we'll all find out tomorrow

It's all that I am, all that I'm not
Not gonna give everything I've got
Who's gonna give it all to you?
You'd probably just return it
You'll still be disappointed
Guess we'll all find out tomorrow

I'm not queuing up to take the abuse
I know it seems so cold but I flatly refuse
What the hell are you so angry for?
Let's not do Christmas anymore

Too many judgements, too many times
Too many "I'll apologize"
You know they've all come back to haunt you
Just like the ghost of Christmas, whoa-oh-oh
I'll never come to pass

What if I'm right, what if you're wrong
You knew you'd end up in a song of mine
But the melody's disjointed
The words are cobbled together, oh-whoa-oh
Just like me and you

I'm not queuing up to take the abuse
I know it seems so cold but I flatly refuse
What the hell are you so angry for?
Let's not do Christmas anymore

Don't like that, don't like that
Hey, baby, don't like that thing for me
I don't like that, don't like that
Hey, baby, don't like that thing for me
Don't like that, I don't like that
Hey, baby, don't like that thing for me
You do you and I'll do me

I'm not queuing up to take the abuse
I know it seems so cold but I flatly refuse
What the hell are you so angry for?
Let's not do Christmas anymore
(Not this time)
Let's not do Christmas anymore