Not at My Best

[Verse 1]
You caught my eyes on you, I'm feeling doll-sized
Realize I'm tryna hold your gaze, didn't notice
Until you noticed, mm

[Pre-Chorus]
Picking up what you're putting down
Like you're made for me
With my luck it'll fail me now
I got this energy from you
And that's an easy thing to lose

[Chorus]
I messed around
Too many times before you now
I'm hyper, not relaxed
Still guilty nonetheless
No, I'm not at my best
Four days from now
When the world comes crashing down
I'm a liar like the rest
I've cheated all your tests
No, I'm not at my best

[Verse 2]
Two nights alone with you
Think I was scared
Too useless to deny that you make me satisfied
You patched me right up (Patched me right up)
Didn't deserve your comfort, no (Deserve your comfort, no)

[Pre-Chorus]
Twist and turn in the bed at night
Like you were callin' me
It's my move but it don't feel right
I got this energy from you
And that's an easy thing to lose

[Chorus]
I messed around
Too many times before you now
I'm hyper, not relaxed
Still guilty nonetheless
No, I'm not at my best
Four days from now
When the world comes crashing down
I'm a liar like the rest
I've cheated all your tests
No, I'm not at my best

[Bridge]
I got more to say this time
I tore myself away so you wouldn't try
To frame me in the darkest light
Doesn't feel right

[Outro]
And I'm not at my best
Been sleeping in a stranger's bed
No, I'm not at my best
Not at my best, mm