Not alive

Auxina:

I…
I don’t wanna try
I don’t wanna look you in the eye
I just know this all a lie
And you know I’m not alive
Not alive
Try and try
To set aside
All the things that
Put that put us down
All the things we can’t
Surmount
I don’t know
This ain’t all of me
But I know this ain’t a dream
Hold my hand and breathe
I can’t really promise where we both will be

Cloudii:

I really did try
Numb to my feelings
Yeah is this real life?
U ruined every wednesday for me can’t even lie
U said i was special then just pushed me aside
No reasoning
My literal nightmare
I know i didn’t deserve it
Yeah i know it was not fair
When things got too hard
All of a sudden you’re not there
I would wish u the best
But it’s hard when u don’t care
Well..
Most of the artists that i like are dead anyway
What would it matter to u if i met an early grave?
Maybe things really could’ve been better
Yeah
Maybe in another life..

Auxina:

I…
I don’t wanna try
I don’t wanna look you in the eye
I just know this all a lie
And you know I’m not alive
Not alive
Try and try
To set aside
All the things that
Put that put us down
All the things we can’t
Surmount
I don’t know
This ain’t all of me
But I know this ain’t a dream
Hold my hand and breathe
I can’t really promise where we both will be…