Not Again

[Intro]
I swear, I try my best
(Pradaaslife)

[Chorus]
I could never go there by myself
I swear, I can never even look at you again
I swear, I try my best
Can't keep hurting, I'll just play dead
Nothing in my mind makes sense
Close my eyes, go to sleep
Oh my God, not this again
Hate my mind, hate my dreams, I need this to end
Can't deny, what I need is just too much to ask

[Bridge]
Down it, getting tipsy, I can't get no one to fix me
Life is just too tricky, think I need someone to teach me
I could end up missing, I don't think you'd even text me
Life it gеts too messy, I could be therе if you'd let me

[Verse]
Smoke too much, I hurt too much
My work's so bad, can't get shit done
It's on too long, just please get off
Try to have fun, I guess I care too much
I'm sorry, I can't be the one you want
It's on me, I get too emotional
Calling me, I'll be quick to pick up
It's all a dream and I don't want to wake up

[Pre-Chorus]
I don't mean to hurt you, accidents happen
I can't think back, can't think about what happened
Can't control myself, I need some assistance
Can't finish my sentence, it's too much, I can't manage

[Chorus]
I could never go there by myself
I swear, I can never even look at you again
I swear, I try my best
Can't keep hurting, I'll just play dead
Nothing in my mind makes sense
Close my eyes, go to sleep
Oh my God, not this again
Hate my mind, hate my dreams, I need this to end
Can't deny, what I need is just too much to ask