Not a Loser

[Chorus]
They would always leave me in the dirt, but that's OK
I'm sure they'd have their reasons to get even
I don't wanna jump the gun and say that it was out of hate
It's gonna take a lot of me just to believe it
Because they would always leave me in the dirt and get away
It's fine, but just tell me why it was so easy
Even after twenty years you're gonna see that I'm the same
The one they didn't know they needed, that was me

[Verse 1]
So take a look right out your window, the man is back from the grave
My loyalty hasn't budged at all, you would think I'm insane
The care I put in my friends and for you are the fucking same
The truth is they call me stupid and say it like nothing's changed
I feel the gains through all the struggles and pain
With all the lives that you took that wouldn't have been in vain
If only you had a look at yourself and what you became
'Cause honestly I was shook from what goes on in your brain, and
They would always leave me in the dirt
I'm sure they had a good reason to do it, but, hell, it hurts
And I didn't think I was worth it to help, it was all a blur
And the ones that I found around me are more than I deserve

[Chorus]
I know that they would never leave me in the dirt, but that's OK
I'm sure they'd have their reasons to get even
I don't wanna jump the gun and say that it was out of hate
It's gonna take a lot of me just to believe it
Because they would always leave me in the dirt and get away
It's fine, but just tell me why it was so easy
Even after twenty years you're gonna see that I'm the same
One day I'll finally hear you say that I'm not a loser

[Verse 2]
Heard that one too many times
I feel I need to prove myself 'cause they don't want me in their lives
I'll be used if that means you won't get away with all your crimes
And the truth is I'll be cool if the result just means I die
Yeah, my kind is hard to find, not someone they could envision
You make up another lie and say it's right, but know it isn't
You don't know how hard I've try to get the life that you were given
Hear him echo in my mind and telling me to keep on living, but
It's hard to gauge where I'm at
Put in so much time for them, and none of it I'll get back
Still tryna help more than myself, and hope you're following that
We have our goals, but you got way too attached

[Chorus]
But I guess that's when you went and left me in the dirt, and that's OK
I'm sure you're had your reasons to get even
I don't wanna jump the gun and say that it was out of hate
It's gonna take a lot of me just to believe it
Because they would always leave me in the dirt and get away
It's fine, but just tell me why it was so easy
Even after twenty years you're gonna see that I'm the same
One day I'll finally hear you say I'm not a loser