Not A Christmas Song

(I wanna end the stupidity on Christmas)

If you told me that I would be
Alone again on Christmas Eve
I'd probably say "well that's okay"
'Cause every year's the fucking same

What the hell did I do last winter?
It's always the same-ass tradition

Have you seen how my ribs show?
My diet's been a shitshow
And my family's on my ass
But I'll give them all a pass
'Cause they're right, I know

What the hell did I do
What the hell did I do last winter?
It's always the same-ass
It's always the same-ass tradition

Too much drink to just stop and think
What the hell did I do last winter?
I avoid cause there's just no point
It's always the same ass tradition

(My life has already handed me
More than my fair ration of pain
I'm not going to seek more in my exit from it
This is about getting away from pain for me
I'm not seeking more, it's not about drama
I don't care if anyone even notices my pass-)