North of Lake Willow

Can I spend the night here?
Another day feared

How did I fall over the ledge?
Changed into someone I’m not

But is all this my fault?
Now that you’ve left
I don’t know how to move on

Can I spend the night here?
Another day feared
I followed what I saw would hurt

But then asked “can I spend the day here?”
Another night feared
You followed what you saw would turn against you

Will I see through all the lies?
How else will I find the light?

I’ll take the fall for you
And then try to remember the cause

But is all of this just stuck in my head?
Is it the substance’s fault?

Can I spend the night here?
Another day feared
I followed what I saw would hurt

But then asked “can I spend the day here?”
Another night feared
You followed what you saw would turn against you

Will I see through all the lies?
How else will I find the light?