Noose

Been depressed for a hundred and seventy years
Before I was born in this tournament, thrown in the hospital bed
Born on this tournament turning and turning into what I got to to be what I said
Used to mix xannies with molly to float
Been in a bus in a plane in a boat
I put a touch of my pain in my notes
Clutch the remains of the rope
Either I learn how to cope with it
Or I turn into a ghost living
Some people turn into IG posts
Some of us turn into quotes written
Thirteen I was on smoke
Msasani I was on the coast
Sixteen leaning off dope
Ten beers and I'm on coke

I just learned how to walk
I just tripped going backwards
I should’ve been dead by now Living on a borrowed chapter
Eight years where'd they all go?
Yo Gabe when you gon' blow?
Ten beers and I’m on coke
Sixteen leaning off dope

I'm just going to the store
Like I'm going to the morgue
Pull up to the counter fill the bag
And the clerk ask if I'm sure
I'm just going to the store I'm just gonna get more
One two is like three and four
Love you it's like we at war
R.I.P to my O.G
Been that nigga since 03
Real nigga real low-key
Tell me something you could show me
Been a minute since I OD'd
Penicillin made my nose bleed
Hard to tell if we was homies
Always telling me a story

Everybody want a check
Everybody’s not a threat
Some came some left
I stayed I repped
Broad day I wept
In hallways I crept got
Bombay on deck with
Vishnu on my necklace
Big sister my empress, Krishna my friendship
Hopped over some fences so 5-0 wouldn’t catch us
Potholes in my lenses, Bipolar my head is
Gotta roll to that ending, I can't lower my sentence

I just learned how to walk
I just tripped going backwards
I should’ve been dead by now Living on a borrowed chapter
Eight years where'd they all go?
Yo Gabe when you gon' blow?
Ten beers and I'm on coke
Sixteen leaning off dope