Nobody

[Hook]
Shorty told me I'm nobody
She ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes, I ain't nobody
There were months for the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high on the school buses
But I don't want to get to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running

[Verse 1]
Waking up to days, I've been reminiscing a lot
Afraid of making a mistake, I don't pay attention a lot
And I've been conversating with God and Satan
About which way that I should probably embark upon
And lead me to higher places
Shorty told that I'm changing
Of course I've been fucking changing
Things haven't been the same since grade school
Smoking papers, lately all I ever do is just sleep
Music and waiting for the day I finally break
From the hometown I was made in
I've been broke and selling eight, pop a pill over better days
I don't got a lot, thought I'd have a stack in the bank
After I graduated, found me a bad bitch who was dating me
Fucked me over, was too used to the cycle
Need a break and I hate it
My dilemmas speak volumes, no acapella
Trying to cop a Maserati and crash inside a motel
Shorty hella spiritual, said my focus out of alignment
I flip a coin in the street for the moment I'm indecisive
I live riddled with vices, yeah, angels, I couldn't find them
Shit never been the same since I seen you kiss him goodbye
She telling me all the time that this isn't even about me
Shit, now it seem fucking simple, I can't figure it out
In my mind, I'm still the kid with anxiety bound to spill
And society bullied down, got the cards that I've been dealt
And I ain't felt this sense of remorse in forever before
If I second-guess your intentions, time to exit
I don't want you fucks around me

[Hook]
Shorty told me I'm nobody
She ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes, I ain't nobody
There were months for the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high on the school buses
But I don't want to get to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running
Oh, shorty told me I'm a nobody
She ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes, I ain't nobody
There were months for the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high on the school buses
Ay, I don't want to get to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running

[Verse 2]
Feel like I've had this shit I've said that so many times
At the counters, it's now probably high, amounts
In pill bottles and couches
Missing calls, I promise, I'll pick it up in a hour
I'm wondering why I'm lying about it
My mind is spiraling out of control
My subconscious been tell me "quit whining about it"
But fuck, if holding emotions wasn't tiring out my body entirely
I probably would be quiet about it
I'm missing out on a lot but I watch the world as it revolved
When I was younger, thinking on it I never had any doubts
That one day I'd be young, but it ain't that easy
Many months have since come and gone
And shit, friends moving on
At least the ones that I got
There ain't that many, but it counts
And my mind's state is simple, I wanna hate and forget you
Could make me influence the crime rate if you get too close
She found the burner and the window broke
I'm hella sinful, protective to my kinfolk if you hope to provoke me
Elevate you, if it's love then she hate you
Or when you hate her, she love you, we cannot stand one another
I find the Xanax and crush it up, hopes of vanishing from it
She might be manic-depressive but she face a handful of uppers
So what the fuck am I fucking up? Give a fuck, it's whatever
Your mama hate how I talk and I ain't changing up, should know better
And plus, you found my replacements for days that I couldn't gauge you
But darling, I ain't amazed, I promise I knew this day was coming sooner than later

You know I never like to live lies but I had to say my goodbyes
Especially this time 'cause I might never be right there by your side
And I don't wanna cry, been there, done that a couple thousand times
Set aside on my mind, I ain't treat her right
So what it feel like when you fucking need me?

[Hook]
Shorty told me I'm a nobody
She ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes, I ain't nobody
There were months for the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high on the school buses
But I don't want to get to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running
Oh, shorty told me I'm a nobody
But she ain't wrong I been a problem child all my life
Feel like I don't even know myself
Looking in my eyes, I ain't nobody
There were months for the child that I always was
Skipping class and getting high on the school buses
Ay, I don't want to get to know myself
Find me in the clouds where I'm always running