No, We Can’t Talk

​[Hook]
I hope you know everything I said was real
I stayed down that was my end of the deal
I was by your side, even when I saw the signs
I still see you in my dreams sometimes
Showing everything I tried to hide
This feeling in my chest I can’t describe
Try to hit my line, I’ll press decline
Tell me, did I really waste your time?

[Verse]
Pain in my chest when I hear your name, been a few months but it’s still the same
You’re stuck in my head for the wrong reasons, please tell me, why do I feel this way?
Good parts I find myself missing, that and all the things we’d never seen
Hate when I go to try venting to you, then remember that you’re blocked on everything
Still don't have the heart to change that, it’ll only bring the pain back
I remember the manipulation all too well, I’m not ready to face that
Instant replay all the drama, my sister told me this is trauma
Thought it wasn’t serious til I looked up at my problems (like...)
Your number still in my phone, I ain’t delete it, still sick to my stomach when I see it
Cause it’s just a reminder of the feelings I would get when you’d say things & not mean it
I would panic every time you hit me up, stay in bed and never eat, yeah it was tough
Every time we had a problem I would blame myself like “maybe I ain’t rich enough”
I ain’t been healing at all, I still see you in my dreams sometimes
Still remember when you’d say you miss your exes and pass it off as Marina lines
I could go deeper, but I’m just not ready to open those scars again
Had to tell myself it’s okay to hurt, you don’t gotta pretend

[Bridge]
I hope you know everything I said was real
Honestly, let me tell you how I feel
Hope you know everything I said was true
Anything so I get through to you

[Hook]