No Reset

[Verse 1]
Why every sad song have the word lost in it
This ones a tad bit different, just a smidget
I still lost my little homie to life
Never told you that I loved you right before you took flight
Pause, naw fuck that, resume
I don't wanna believe the heavens got a grip on you dude
It's just way too soon
You called me yesterday and asked me to skate
Four days later, seen your board at your wake
Next to your face, you didn't look real to be honest
And I tried not to cry, when I said Calvin we got em
We got it, nigga. I put that on my own damn life
I swear to God its do or die, and I just can't think twice
This death shit is spooky
Lost my nana last year. Sad part about it, I barely got to see her
And when I had the chance, I missed it
Couldn't kiss you on the cheek before you up and ditched us
That was selfish, shouldn't word it like that
You and Avi taught me time we just can't get back
But your suffering is over, Gohan's with Chi-Chi
And I'ma make you proud upon the next time you see me
That's real talk, I don't even wanna rap anymore
Rest in power little bro, Chicken bone now its son
Trapping ain't dead, it's still alive in my soul
Ten-thirty two