No Realer

[Hook]
Told my B.M. to get rid but she kept it
Now my son's got autism and this shit's a mess
Is that the karma cause now she's stressed?
I'm so glad he's still here, he makes me feel blessed
Even though we haven't had a convo yet
And for my other two sons I just did not step
And I was in jail just thinking of death
But I've got too much to lose, I can't get laid to rest

[Verse]
The U.K. scene, it is fake as fuck
I don't want part of this, don't mix my name with chumps
Rather be the realest, not hardest in Brum
Whoever don't like that, thеn I will diss his mum
And I've got a manager that does not carе
Who'd rather deal with Jaykae and leave me on air
Different peeps behind me, I probably would have blown
But this is where I'm at right now, who would have known?
And if I never went jail shit woulda been different
Maybe I woulda seen different
My lady wouldn't be missing, but that's a different story
Cause I've got a new girl and she's perfect for me
Even though her man rah got killed, for him she still stays real
And that makes me like her more
You can tell that she's real, she's not like these whores
Real recognise real, now these fakes are winning
So I'm done with music, I'm in the rental business
Along as that sells and RAXZ sells
There'll be no more packed jails from crack sales
RAXZ is doing good now, I can't believe it
All them years up in jail, who knew I'd achieve shit?
My two little cousins rah just got lifed off
Cause a next man's life, they rah wiped off
After the killing they just did not move right
So cause of that now they have to do life
I wish I wasn't in jail at that time
Cause if I was on road it'd be patterned fine
How can they ban me from a whole city?
Is it cause my past life was so gritty?
Feds said my trap line wasn't for nitties
It was for them bad guys making dough quickly
And my whole hood is a mess
Scally got killed and no one's been stretched
I feel like it's only on me to do shit
What happened to my life? I got caught up in music
Caught up with these dumb hoes and this fake fame
Now I'm adding on my character, wanna take aim
And before that there was nothing to say
Over jealous my nigga tried to kill me, it's strange
And Killa Kam, he is one big snitch
It's sad cause he was my bredrin before this
But he talked too much, just like Big Stygs
If you're from Brum you know that they're big pigs
Them man were snitching just like Tana
On the Depz case he made feds know what happened
I laugh at Leshurr, she is one big scammer
Got my sister locked up so fuck that bitch from my manor
Right now I'm living in some Telford place
Where people don't roll with no gun on their waist
I ain't gonna lie I feel kind of safe
Ain't gotta worry bout getting shot in my face
When my ban's lifted do I go back to Brum?
Basically that means I go back to guns
I ain't getting caught without one
Cause I don't wanna make mum without son

[Hook]
Told my B.M. to get rid but she kept it
Now my son's got autism and this shit's a mess
Is that the karma cause now she's stressed?
I'm so glad he's still here, he makes me feel blessed
Even though we haven't had a convo yet
And for my other two sons I just did not step
And I was in jail just thinking of death
But I've got too much to lose, I can't get laid to rest