This song is a reflection of not being enough and how weak he feels from his mental problems (most probably depression). It also talks about his habit of breaking promises.
[Chorus: Powfu]
I don't wanna say too much 'cause I'm weird
I don't wanna tell you things that you'll fear
I can say I'll wait for you but won't stay
I can make promises but they'll break
I can say I care for you but won't cry
I can pick flowers out but they'll die
I can say I'll do my best and not change
I can make promises but they'll break
[Verse 1: Powfu]
Gone with the wind, I got somethin' I cannot say now
Flying to abyss, I'm feeling nauseous on the way out
You can put me down but I'm a different personality
Spend a lot of time online 'cause I don't like reality
Yeah, now I'm dazed and confused
Why're you here? You should leave my room
You're so beautiful and perfect
I don't understand my purpose
[Chorus: Powfu]
I don't wanna say too much 'cause I'm weird (I don't wanna say too much)
I don't wanna tell you things that you'll fear (Tell you that you'll fear)
I can say I'll wait for you but won't stay (Won't stay no I won't stay)
I can make promises but they'll break (Promises but they'll break)
I can say I care for you but won't cry (I don't care at all)
I can pick flowers out but they'll die (Please don't let this die)
I can say I'll do my best and not change (Promises but they'll break)
I can make promises but they'll break (I'm in love with you)
[Post-Chorus: Powfu]
Yeah, I need you more than ever
But I don't want me and you together
It gets dark in my head
I see stars up ahead
[Verse 2: Scapegoat]
Girl, I know you're tired of me, it's too late
I won't make promises 'cause they'll break
But tell me what I'm searchin' for, I think I'm feelin better
Remember when you said you loved me back in December?
I can take you out like back when I was 16
I was lookin down 'cause I know you wouldn't miss me
Why you still around? I don't know, but I don't mind it
Sitting in my room getting sick of the silence
[Pre-Chorus: Powfu]
Yeah, now I'm dazed and confused
Why're you here? You should leave my room
You're so beautiful and perfect
I don't understand my purpose
[Chorus: Powfu]
I don't wanna say too much 'cause I'm weird (I don't wanna say too much)
I don't wanna tell you things that you'll fear (Tell you things that you'll fear)
I can say I'll wait for you but won't stay (No, I won't stay)
I can make promises but they'll break (Promises but they'll break)
I can say I care for you but won't cry (I don't care at all)
I can pick flowers out but they'll die (Please don't let this die)
I can say I'll do my best and not change (Promises but they'll break)
I can make promises but they'll break (I'm in love with you)
[Outro: Powfu]
Yeah, I need you more than ever
But I don't want me and you together
It gets dark in my head
I see stars up ahead