​no one’s understanding

No, i'll never be happy

Lately no ones understanding
Got no beating in my chest
Wonder how i'm still standing

Lately no ones understanding
Got no beating in my chest
Wonder how i'm still standing
Think i'm breaking down
Life is really damn demanding
Day ones switching up
Like my happiness a bad thing

Now i wanna cry
But i know that won't make things right
This is do or die
How do i know i'll be alright?
Guess i'll have to try
Took you all night just to reply
You said i was the last thing on your mind
But you lied

I've been standing right here
But they always looking past me
Feeling so alone
Feeling slow they moving past me
Staring at my phone
Can't get unglued from my bedsheets
Now my covеrs blown
No i'll never be happy
No i'll nеver be happy, yeah

You took what you can get
Then threw me away
So tell me what i have to do with all of this pain
All i ever wanna do is just forget and erase

You said it all before
Now i don't want to stay
I don't really care about it in the first place
It always brings me back to when i had my worst days

Tear me apart and don't pick up the pieces
This happened for a reason
Don't tell me where you have been

Now it's all about
Keeping my head down and out of the clouds
I know it took more than a minute just to figure it out
And it's hard to see me come up when they all have their doubts
But i'm grinding till i see the payout
It's the way out

Lately no ones understanding
Got no beating in my chest
Wonder how i'm still standing
Think i'm breaking down
Life is really damn demanding
Day ones switching up
Like my happiness a bad thing

Now i wanna cry
But i know that won't make things right
This is do or die
How do i know i'll be alright?
Guess i'll have to try
Took you all night just to reply
You said i was the last thing on your mind
But you lied

I've been standing right here
But they always looking past me
Feeling so alone
Feeling slow they moving past me
Staring at my phone
Can't get unglued from my bedsheets
Now my covers blown
No i'll never be happy
Feeling so alone
Feeling slow they moving past me
Staring at my phone
Can't get unglued from my bedsheets
Now my covers blown
No i'll never be happy
No i'll never be happy, yeah