No one likes me

It’s getting hard to breath I’ve got this tightness in my chest
What’s the point in just repeating shit that we already said
I know that I’m the worst you knew that when we met
I scare the monsters in my room they hide under my bed
But When you kiss me and my heart starts racing
It’s easier for me to leave then for you to fucking leave me
When I said I love you back you don’t believe me
I don’t wanna wake up I’m only happy when I’m dreaming

I hear voices in my head but they not mine I don’t know what’s going on
Hooded up
Crush the pills
I don’t wanna talk
Im wearing black leather gloves covered in your snot
I can barely see tweaked out off the speed ball
Eyes closed baby I don’t need to see at all
It ain’t no laser tag when he shine and point the dot
Im the one that left but you’re still the one I want
Don’t know why I blamed you when I know it’s just all my fault

Had to hit the store all my clothes I just bleed through
Find my body buried outside the cathedral
Girl you fucked me up but I know you didn’t mean to
I don’t know what’s real I see more ghosts than I see people

Sick of the way she treats me
I always come back
I know that I’m so stupid
Sick In the head bite your throat
Leave you teeth shaped bruises
Self destructive in my veins
Do you really think I choose this
Yu just fucked me up
Left me cut
All these pills I’m chewing
I know I say I’m fine but how the Fuck you think I’m doing
Every time I have what i want just find a way to lose it
I know that I’m so useless

Girl you fucked me up
Watch my eyes bleed
I’m better off alone
Who gives a fuck If no one likes me
I’ma crash this fucking car
Driving at a high speed
You’de probably be better off withiout me
You just might be